Space Traveler Discloses Depression In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Backlash Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also included well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the flight.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in female health science and conducted tests during the flight, said everything she had worked for – including her studies and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her roots – was drowned out under the tide of misogyny.
She is best known for her pioneering work protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She noted that even with the backlash, considerable good had emerged from the flight, including elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also featured experts in different industries.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.